ToTheGirlINeverHadTheCourageToLove

I’m sorry.
Sorry that I couldn’t be enough for you.

But I’m happy you’ve found someone.
Someone that wasn’t afraid to love you properly.
And I could just imagine him
Being everything that I wasn’t.
Or could be.

See…
I can picture him being a morning person
Knows what Starbucks tastes like
Gets good grades
And he can do more than just write crappy poetry..
Mainly about you.

I bet he never mumbles.
And tells you everything
Like a VIP pass to the pages of his memories.
I’m sure he wasn’t afraid to tell you what he thought
And he knows just what he wants to be.
I bet he can make you laugh without trying.
Make you smile when you’re sad
And knows just what to say.
I bet he calls you before 11 o’clock
At just the right times.
And never forgets.

I imagine that he’s a perpetual staring contest
Because he can look into your eyes without feeling nervous.
I bet he looks at you like a fading sunrise
Talks to you like a shooting star
And holds you like oxygen in space.

I can tell he wasn’t afraid of falling for you.
Like I was…
I was petrified.
And I bet you love him for everything that I wasn’t.